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Downloaded all my old journal entry's from livejournal tonight (lj account = ursa_mater). I'm going to delete my old journal I think, and just go with this one now. Even though I haven't written in this in freaking forever.
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Original Character - Mythological/Historical

The Three Musketeers Book and Movie

❝ RUNE ❞
Bardic Voices Book series

Original Character - Marvel XMen universe

❝ CONAN (Kade Cromstonne)❞
Conan Series by Robt E. Howard

Original Character - Blade Movies Universe
(younger, un-vamp touched version of http://sinful_minx.dreamwidth.org)//


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I'm starting anew. Not that I didn't have anything to write about before, but this time I'm hoping that it will be more than simply rants against roommates. Especially since I'm only living with my husband and two cats. Not that I won't rant about them occasionally, but there is so much more to life than simply spilling out frustration and anger. *crossing fingers*

So yea, Hi! *waves* I'm back!!
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Paul's funeral was today. What I will take away from it, more than anything else is part of the eulogy that was spoken. More than the location, Gloucester MA; more than the church (beautiful and filled with people). Tracy stood there and talked about Paul (and I hope I can get the quote right because it really was deep) She said that Tyrus (another housemate and friend) told her not to cry, that the ones who should be crying were the ones who'd never met Paul because they would never know how great a person he really was.

It is both the saddest, and the most poignant, perhaps the most beautiful thing I think I've ever heard at a funeral and it's stuck with me all day, and all night.

RIP Paul. I knew your roommates and I knew your friends. Hell some of them were close friends to me as well. But I never met you, and I think my life is much poorer because of that.
yinepus_brat: (Blondes have more fun)
Moved out of the city.

Broke but content.

Working one shift, not all three, sanity slowly coming back.
yinepus_brat: (Battlefield)
Repost from Aric Morrison (an old highschool friend of mine)

"3 years ago on this very day an unknown family to me made the greatest gift to my child, the gift of organs. A remarkable gift from a family that I have never met. August 1st we light a candle for this family. Please join me in a candlelight vigil to raise awareness for organ donation & to recognize the unknown donor family in all 50 states for the 3rd year.."



Currently 24 states are spoken for. States still needing representation are: Alabama, Alaska, Arizona, Arkansas, Connecticut, Delaware, Idaho, Indiana, Minnesota, Mississippi, Missouri, Montana, Nebraska, Nevada, New Mexico, North Carolina, North Dakota, Oklahoma, Oregon, Pennsylvania, South Carolina, South Dakota, Tennessee, West Virginia, Wisconsin and Wyoming.

My friend Jeff will try reaching some friends later tonight who he knows will be able to possibly cover Alabama, Tennessee, among a few other states. Still, that will leave us with over 20 states needing representation.
yinepus_brat: (fear no evil but me)
You know, sometimes I actually forget that this lj exists. I still have some of my characters that I role play on livejournal, but this one, my public one? My 'for me' journal that had so many hopes, and things? I think it kind of got lost along the way for a while. That's going to change, I think.

I've missed this journal. I've missed the friends that I have on this journal. Forgive me, I've been away. But I have decided that I am coming back.

AND to celebrate my coming back to ursa_mater? I get to report that today Bear and I travel off to North Carolina, to do something I started back YEARS ago. We are going to go meet some dear friends that I would never have had, never have met, never would have known if it weren't for the internet. If it weren't for livejournal. I've done this a few times now, and I have to admit that by and far? It has been such a success!

And I have met such absolutely fantastic people through this. Christina, Geoff, Abigail, Kym, and the rest of you. People who opened their hearts and homes to me when I would venture out to find the name behind the screen, friends and companions. Yes, am looking at you Chelle!

So now? This won't make much sense to my real-world friends, but my old role-playing (SAGES_of_CHAOS and DEAR_MULTIVERSE (and maybe some TRANSGRESSIONS?) friends might get a kick out of this. Today Bear and I are flying out to North Carolina to be guests this weekend at the wedding of Nicky and Nick. Unless you are on tenebrae_nostro you might not know them. But some of you? Might remember the guy who played back on SoC and DM oh about five years ago. You know, the one who played the killer, true-to-form, sarcastic and awesome DEACON FROST? (Anne, he played so well off your Derek Bliss, remember?)

Yea. Him. I'm going to Deacon Frost's players' wedding. HOW COOL IS THAT?

Especially since his fiance has become such a dear, wonderful and fantastic friend, who can and does regularly write me under the table.


I will write more about real world, and real life and real times later. But now? It's about 6 30 in the morning, and the only thing packed is the mead that we are going to try to fly down as a gift. So yea, time for coffee, and quick packing, and so much excitement and running around.

But I really did want to take a few minutes to sit down first, take a deep breath, and say thank you to all of my friends. The ones I see every week, the ones I don't see nearly enough, and the one's I haven't actually seen face-to-face yet. Thanks guys, you all rock so hard!

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(warning, sexual abuse trigger, child abuse trigger))

I posted this on my facebook yesterday because I felt it important and I needed to get the message out. Important enough, and bad/sickening/horrifying enough that I'm posting it here as well.

And in all honesty, there are so many layers of WTF, I can't even begin to count them. What adult makes the judgement that a child's sexual organs are big enough, too big, or that they won't grow into them in time? WHY are we performing sexual mutilations on children? Why is an adult touching a 5 year old in a sensitive, sexual place with a vibratory device and not being arrested for as a pedophile? What... so may questions come bubbling out of my horrified brain that I can't type fast enough.

NO people. Just - hell. Just NO.
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Took last night off, spent with family. Just family. Not friends, not the Internets, just the man and the kiddo and me. And it SUCKS being the shortest in the bunch.

And for the record, having seen them both now? Costumes in Alice in Wonderland were AWESOME, but I could have waited for it to come out on DVD. Avatar I'm glad I got to see on a big screen.

Today? Up at ungodly hour of 8 AM (which is the hour I'm supposed to be going to sleep) so that I can go to MOAB class.

MOAB = "Management of Agressive Behavior".

That's 6 hrs long, refresher course on how to stand AWAY from the upset/distraught/Angry/Physically dangerous person and what to do when /Angry/Physically dangerous person crosses that line, and how to (if you are smart and intelligent and observant and know what the hell you're doing and saying) keep that line from being crossed in the first place.

And then there are holds, and take downs, and other things I'm not going to get into here.

And what the - I don't get weekend differential from taking this class? This is a weekend right? Hmm, I WILL BE SPEAKING TO SOMEONE ABOUT THIS...

THEN then home, hopefully bed, and back to work tonight.

Oh and one more thing... CAFFEEINEEEEEE! WHERE OH WHERE DID I PUTS IT MY PRECIOUS! Yes, a stop and DD's will be in order.
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So a few days ago a couple friends mentioned this little gem.

And tonight I am reading and found this.

Lucky? Unlucky?

Or just me?
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Hmm, so it appears that a Twilight fan got very distraught and wrote a letter declaring that Universal ripped off Twilight and made Jacob look bad!

But hey, don't mind me people. I'm just going to sit over here in the corner with the AMAZING Universal Star Lon Chaney Jr who also likely does not make werewolves look as 'good' as Jacob, and may in fact ALSO have starred in a Universal Production of a cheap ripoff of Twilight.

Only, you know, about 70 years or so before Twilight.
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So, sometime in the past two, maybe three weeks while lost in our fevered, plague-ridden and sickly stupors, my fiancé and I decided that now (Now? Yes, NOW) would be a good time to clean. To clean, and de-clutter. Simple words, yes? Ha! I laugh again, HA HA! The reason for this particular outpouring insanity, you ask?

My youngest is going to be turning 18 soon and for all intents and purposes has already left the house. And between Bear and I and all of our various years and moves hither and yon? (ok, lets be serious, I have had considerably more years of hither and yon than he does/did but STILL). We have way too much STUFF packed in to too small an apartment.

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12 Hour shift at insane asylum hospital after a day of barely sleeping, check.

45 min to get out of uniform and find something decent to wear to wedding (I chose one of my sarees'), AND put on makeup and find jewelry, check (by the way, this MAY IN FACT be a new world record for me! Just saying!)

1 bright blue and violet saree with embroidered peacocks amidst a SEA of black and red. )
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The reports of my disappearance or demise are both over-stated and unfounded. I am indeed alive, if not in sane mind and body.

Currently working overtime and wondering WHY my car is indiscriminately smoking again as I did just get the head gasket (and so much more) replaced over the past couple months.

And yes, work is interesting tonight. And yes, I have to wash my jacket. Again. (those of you who know what I mean, KNOW what I mean).
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Ah well it's only been what two, three months maybe since I've last posted?

Not much could have happened in all that time, right?

Lets see. Car finally runs. After a Spring and Summer of it sitting there, rusting away and staring in my kitchen window crying in that sad, near silent car voice - 'make money, Fix me you bitch, don't be stuck in that house all freaking year because you KNOW that darkness is adding to your depression and only makes you more secluded, more apt to stay in the darkness!' Hello vicious circle? NICE TO SEE YOU AGAIN.

SO!! After new head gasket, new alternator, new serpentine belts, new breaks and rotors, and new a bunch of other things, I should be go-go-gadgetting around the world right now, yes? UM, no. Now my car runs, but it doesn't stop. Nope, the brake lines are rotted/rusted through and it will cost even more money to get them done. And the struts we bought won't work because something is rusted/frozen and needs to be cut off which means new boots and... whatever else.

Did I mention that I didn't have the money to take my car to a garage and had been saving my nickles and dimes for when my son came home from college so he could work on it for me, for an EXTREMELY reduced rate, and only have to buy parts? and I STILL don't have the money to get it going? Oh Megabucks where is thy payback!

One good note? Youngest beloved mutant son actually made it up and out of the house this AM to get to school on time, his first day of school this year? Is it a sign or simply the build up of a huge, Murphy's law type cosmic joke? Stay Tuned!!

And oh hell, this is the month I've got to register and inspect the little 4-wheeled skateboard. Well, we don't have to really worry about that until the damned thing is actually ON THE ROAD do we?
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Today is awesome, no matter what happens. My long lost little brother joined FACEBOOK and found me.
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Typical up and down things, and life goes on. Don has recovered pretty well from his broken nose (gotten in a fight) and it's only a bit crooked. I wanted to get it fixed anyhow but was out voted by the men in the house. [livejournal.com profile] whitestagg say's youngest mutant brat is not as pretty now and won't be mistaken for a girl. But of course, from the back while wearing my leather? He still is. Poor kid, really needs to do more push-ups and work on those arms.

Had an infected toe who's nail got ripped out by a friendly neighborhood podiatrist. Wonderful sweet lady, and Sadistic as all hell.

Trying to eat better since my sleep is still screwy, we'll see how that goes.

MMMmmmm, can't think of anything else at the moment, I'm sure something will come to me after I'm done typing.
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You Are The Star
You represent the ultimate in truth and purity.
Insightful and illuminating, you provide guidance for others.
You also demonstrate unselfish, unconditional love.
You posses many spiritual gifts, including the ability to heal.

Your fortune:

Your future is looking brighter by the day.
The near future will be a time of both hope and healing.
Luck is about to come your way, perhaps the best luck you have ever seen.
Life is about to get a lot easier and much better!
yinepus_brat: (Got milk?)

Fenris Dean has entered the building. Mama Niko had to have an emergency C/Sect in the end because the oxygen level for baby dropped suddenly and it was rather SERIOUS for a while. But she is back now and doing FINE. God(dess) Parents Bear [livejournal.com profile] whitestaggand Ursa [livejournal.com profile] ursa_mater were both in attendence, along with (of course) the Daddy Dex, Uncle Ender, Uncle Pat, and Uncle Don. The Gramma's were around also, but hey - we're talking about FAMILY here, ya know?

Fenris is 7 lb 3 oz and 20 inches long. He has huge testicular gifts (HUGE) and was able to root out and find his food with NO PROBLEMS. Yes, we know who's kiddo this is.


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